*collapses on the couch, the clock ringing exactly 4 in the morning* *after a moment, a tumbler and a small, unopened bottle of whisky drop neatly on the cushion, looking just as forlorn as he does* *picks up the botle and twists off the top, pouring out a thin layer of amber liquid- knows it wouldn't take much to get him drunk* *takes a sip and tries not to choke on it, shivering instead*
*the conversation had been fierce, mainly from his own mouth* *four generations of Woods, Smiths and even the Wrights, making a rare trip from the Ebudae, had been stuffed into his great uncle's house, arguing over the state Wizarding affairs (or, as it was called, That British Nonsense), over Zacharias lying poisoned in hospital*
*it was an easy decision to make for the eldest- they were still so entrenched in their own little society, circles of forests and working for Nimbus and keeping to themselves* *But it was difficult for the younger set, especially for Evie and himself, the only two of the latest generation to venture outside of the usual family employment, to live in cosmopolitan areas... save for Zach...*
*the family was going Deep, it had been decided* *preparations would begin in the morning to withdraw their footprint from the Wizarding World until this new threat had passed* *letters of resignation would be turned in, Julian's kids would be pulled from Hogwarts, essentials would be gathered and stocked, the forest roads would be shifted just so, paths shifted to make the Wood, Smith and Wright households nigh impossibly to be found* *all that mattered was survival of the line and this had worked in pasts to numerous to be remembered*
*wonders if he's being selfish in his arguing and knows it's true* *sips again, adding another shallow layer* *won't leave Quidditch, won't leave Percy, won't cower to the threat* *there was a wall being built and he wouldn't be behind it, chose not to be behind it (not that this was expulsion or excommunication: they were waiting patiently for him to come to his senses)* *quietly, frowning* Bit old to run under your Mum's skirts.
*thinks about the way his parents looked at him when when he went against them, another decision in the long line of decisions he's made they've never approved of: Quidditch Keeper, Homosexual, living in England, this* *takes another sip, nearly draining the glass* *is feeling it now, his head starting to swim* *finds himself twirling his wand between his fingers before he knows it, his glass abandoned*
*arms are suddenly around his shoulders, lips against his neck, words in his ears, questions he just doesn't want to answer now* *leans his head against Percy's resting on his shoulder and pats Percy's joined hands at his chest* *murmurs* I love you.
*the next thing he knows, it's morning and he's hungover and his blood sugar is shite*